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BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW [Apr. 19th, 2008|02:06 pm]
I missed the uni reg period. Now I have to wait for next year. But I still don't know what to do. Civil Engineering? Sounds really fun, but do I want to get stuck building bridges for the rest of my life? What about something like Nursing? "NO THATS WASTING THREE YEARS OF YOUR LIFE", they say. Which is true, but sometimes..I dunno. Nursing seems like something that would really satisfy me, job-wise, but the money isn't that good. Still?! Mum seems fine with it, everyone else is NOWAY. Guess I still have a few months to think about it.

I've graduated from school. Now I'm sitting at home waiting for an injury to heal up..I sort of miss school. It was shitty most of the time, but it was something to do, at least. Unlike now, where I'm sleeping half the time. Boredom really gets to you after a while. It's driving me crazy, to be honest. More so because I can't walk or go anywhere in fear of aggravating said injury. Everyone I know is working, so I have no one to talk to either. Le sigh.

PICNIC PARTIES! I hate them. I want to go to one.
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Help [Dec. 26th, 2006|02:01 pm]
Crosspost from my vox..

I went to the hospital the other day. I realised that I am attracted to a lot of people in the hospital. Nurses, doctors, girls in hospital garment, girls in wheelchairs..

Yeah. It was a womens'/childrens' hospital, so they were everywhere! :O~

Am I weird?
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First local gig ever /o/~ [Aug. 20th, 2006|06:24 pm]
I went to my first local music gig yesterday! It was at the Gashaus, this club beside this fashion! It was cool! A lot of mats, smokey, but cool! It had a few bands, like Destroy All Monsters, Force Vomit (\o/), the Times, and whatnot. I didn't get to see the Times though, because we left early. We stuck out like sore thumbs, but it was cool! Great music too. I wanted a t-shirt, but had no money. :(

It was fun! Maybe I'll go there for the jrock night shit next week. At least, if there's merch :O
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OMG KEROPOK THIEF~ [Aug. 13th, 2006|10:20 pm]
I spent most of my 18th birthday in a bus in Malaysia /o/

We left on Saturday at like..6am. Then there was some weird stuff, in the middle. We went to some haunted place museum thing, but I was too pussy so I got delicious food instead. We had kebabs! Woo kebab. Great shit right there. Then we reached the hotel at like..6pm. Then we went out to Sogo to shop, and stuff! I bought myself a pair of Renoma dress pants for cheap, and a t-shirt! My mom bought me a new watch (lol black plastic swatch ftw) for my birthday /o/! Awesome stuff. Then we got cheesecake! Wooo cheeeeeesecake.

Next day, we ate breakfast! Wooo breakfast! Good stuff. Then we went to this weird shopping place! It had tons of shit that I didn't give a crap about. But, more food! We had lots of tasty stuff. Malaysian food is great lol. Not that Singapore's isn't. But cheap too! <3. I kept thinking about all the work I had back home though lol. We went to this chocolate boutique place! Tons of good chocolate! Cheap too. There was like 1kg of mint chocolate for like..20USD D:. Crazy stuff. We bought like RM100 of that stuff lawl~. Good though. And it has this HUEG dragon made of chocolate at the entrance.

Then we went to this Keropok place. They had cheap tasty stuff. People bought like shitloads. Then we went all the way back~! On a bus! Woooo bus. I had my mp3 player for company, so I slept most of the way. /o/ Hooray sleeping. Customs was a bitch. Took like half an hour to get past. They took a while to clear me because Singapore law is retarded and they had to check that my passport was still valid. Lol.

Anyways, KEROPOK THEFT! Apparently someone's bag of crackers they paid RM10 for was missing! ZOMG! THATS A LOT OF MUNNY! It was like...CSI! But they found it somehow. Silly people. Then we went home, then I blogged about stupid stuff no one cares about! Ahahahahahaha. I should've bought a pack of those crazy chocolates with like..coffee beans in em. That would've been leet. I'm thinking of shaving my head! Maybe I should.

RAHIMAH-HIME :(
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An ode to /b/ [Aug. 9th, 2006|03:39 am]
Dear LJ,

I didn't call my dad to wish him a happy birthday last saturday. I heard he was disappointed, or something. I don't give a shit~ I say it's payback. Now on to the issue that I wanted to discuss this fine morning (3am, no less). I need an objective view on this (one can only be that objective at anyone time). Ok, so I have a classmate. We're always doing projects and whatnot together because I can't really do that shit with anyone else. Well, here's the problem : He's a freeloader. Asks everyone for everything, from work, to pieces of fuckin paper. Fine there too, I can live with that. But then it comes to working with him. Now, you have to realize that we're doing Computer Engineering and all our projects require some resourcefulness in terms of searching either through an API, or through datasheets.

So of course I'm fine with this, since I'm always Reading The Fucking Manual, and whatnot. But I'm not sure he is. Now, take for example our Java project. I assigned him a relatively simple task. That is, doing the GUI for the project. If you've done any coding you'd know the GUI is the easiest to do, because you have something to reference to. I gave him this because I knew how he was. But he can't even fucking do that. This is just some copy pasting shit. But hey, he always has friends to ask, who'd be more than willing to do it for him. I'm like "okay man, as long as job's done well". But the problem comes when I need the frontend changed to fit the backend. What happens then? He doesn't know what to do, so I'm stuck with coding everything. So basically, I end up doing the whole project. I'm grouped with him in another project, but he has another person to depend on for coding that, and I feel bad for that guy. He's fine with asking everyone for everything, but I definitely am not. Especially when I end up doing all the work when he doesn't know anything. I fucking hate working with stupid fucking people who can't fucking do their stupid fucking work right, and can't even understand their own fucking work right. And yes, I have had the misfortune of working with these people more than once.

So, is there a fucking point to this rant? Not really. I just need to know, am I wrong for feeling this way because I think I'm being used? Advise me, /lj/. Pic Unrelated.
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- [Aug. 1st, 2006|09:41 am]
A great online friend passed away yesterday.

I felt sort of blank yesterday. Well, really, when something like that happens, you start thinking about what you've said to him, and whether they were really worth it. I'm not so sure myself. I'm not exactly the most polite guy around, and I'm thinking that maybe all that poking fun at him (and others) wasn't really needed. He was a great guy, and I'm really disappointed in myself. For not saying how awesome he was, before he passed. He was the guy I looked up to. Never got pissed, never tried to piss on anyone and he never asked for anything in return when he gave something to you. I suppose to some that doesn't mean much, but from someone who's taken a lot of shit it means quite a bit. I hope I gave him something that made him smile. I really do.

This is the part where I want to do something for the family, but, how do you do that when you've never even met the guy? Dilemma indeed. I've always felt an attachment to my e-friends. I dunno, it's pretty weird. I didn't expect it either. But what happened really destroyed me. I suppose I connect to e-friends as much on an emtional level as I do with my human (lol.) friends.

In closing, the passing of a great man, who touched many lives. Adieu, Kyle.
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Indifference..? [Jul. 18th, 2006|03:42 pm]
I saw Rahimah Rahim at an event on Saturday. Quite possibly one of the happiest moments I've had. Shit, I need a new life. Alternatively, a life. That doesn't suck. That would do well, too.

Life stuff here )
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AWARD PRESENTATION FOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ [Jul. 15th, 2006|03:25 am]
lol, 'twas today.

it went well, i suppose. kinda. left home early, to meet the guys at school. the tie fit with my outfit (suki <3), so that was good. then we fucked around a bit in the library, and then went to the convention center. then listened to a few bullshit speeches (as usual), then went on to the award presentation..thing. it was ok, it wasnt long and draggy, or anything. longest itme ive been in formal wear though. that shit should be banned, or something. lol. but yeha, was fun. then had some food. outside, because the food they gave blows \o/. woo.

Thanks again suki~
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So... [Jun. 28th, 2006|05:17 pm]
I got on the Director's List for my results for last year. It's something the top 10% of students can get, or something. Kinda cool, but I do hope I can get it again for this year. I'd have to take it in formal wear though. Which fucking sucks.

We got some test papers back. My results aren't too bad, but some of my friends got some pretty depressing results. I'm always in a dilemma when something like this happens. It's like, what do I say? "It's ok, you can do better"? That fucking sucks as something you should say, especially when you passed and they didn't. And I can't make it look like I didn't really study (which I didn't), because that'd look really insensitive. It's weird, kinda.

I got grouped with weird people in Japanese class. Foo~.
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(no subject) [Jun. 18th, 2006|02:17 am]
There was a feature article on goth lolis and visual kei cosplayers in the newspaper.

Just..HAHAAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAH. Get better costumes, and some sense of style.
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