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[Apr. 19th, 2008|02:06 pm] |
I missed the uni reg period. Now I have to wait for next year. But I still don't know what to do. Civil Engineering? Sounds really fun, but do I want to get stuck building bridges for the rest of my life? What about something like Nursing? "NO THATS WASTING THREE YEARS OF YOUR LIFE", they say. Which is true, but sometimes..I dunno. Nursing seems like something that would really satisfy me, job-wise, but the money isn't that good. Still?! Mum seems fine with it, everyone else is NOWAY. Guess I still have a few months to think about it.
I've graduated from school. Now I'm sitting at home waiting for an injury to heal up..I sort of miss school. It was shitty most of the time, but it was something to do, at least. Unlike now, where I'm sleeping half the time. Boredom really gets to you after a while. It's driving me crazy, to be honest. More so because I can't walk or go anywhere in fear of aggravating said injury. Everyone I know is working, so I have no one to talk to either. Le sigh.
PICNIC PARTIES! I hate them. I want to go to one. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2006|02:01 pm] |
Crosspost from my vox..
I went to the hospital the other day. I realised that I am attracted to a lot of people in the hospital. Nurses, doctors, girls in hospital garment, girls in wheelchairs..
Yeah. It was a womens'/childrens' hospital, so they were everywhere! :O~
Am I weird? |
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| First local gig ever /o/~ |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|06:24 pm] |
I went to my first local music gig yesterday! It was at the Gashaus, this club beside this fashion! It was cool! A lot of mats, smokey, but cool! It had a few bands, like Destroy All Monsters, Force Vomit (\o/), the Times, and whatnot. I didn't get to see the Times though, because we left early. We stuck out like sore thumbs, but it was cool! Great music too. I wanted a t-shirt, but had no money. :(
It was fun! Maybe I'll go there for the jrock night shit next week. At least, if there's merch :O |
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| OMG KEROPOK THIEF~ |
[Aug. 13th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
I spent most of my 18th birthday in a bus in Malaysia /o/
We left on Saturday at like..6am. Then there was some weird stuff, in the middle. We went to some haunted place museum thing, but I was too pussy so I got delicious food instead. We had kebabs! Woo kebab. Great shit right there. Then we reached the hotel at like..6pm. Then we went out to Sogo to shop, and stuff! I bought myself a pair of Renoma dress pants for cheap, and a t-shirt! My mom bought me a new watch (lol black plastic swatch ftw) for my birthday /o/! Awesome stuff. Then we got cheesecake! Wooo cheeeeeesecake.
Next day, we ate breakfast! Wooo breakfast! Good stuff. Then we went to this weird shopping place! It had tons of shit that I didn't give a crap about. But, more food! We had lots of tasty stuff. Malaysian food is great lol. Not that Singapore's isn't. But cheap too! <3. I kept thinking about all the work I had back home though lol. We went to this chocolate boutique place! Tons of good chocolate! Cheap too. There was like 1kg of mint chocolate for like..20USD D:. Crazy stuff. We bought like RM100 of that stuff lawl~. Good though. And it has this HUEG dragon made of chocolate at the entrance.
Then we went to this Keropok place. They had cheap tasty stuff. People bought like shitloads. Then we went all the way back~! On a bus! Woooo bus. I had my mp3 player for company, so I slept most of the way. /o/ Hooray sleeping. Customs was a bitch. Took like half an hour to get past. They took a while to clear me because Singapore law is retarded and they had to check that my passport was still valid. Lol.
Anyways, KEROPOK THEFT! Apparently someone's bag of crackers they paid RM10 for was missing! ZOMG! THATS A LOT OF MUNNY! It was like...CSI! But they found it somehow. Silly people. Then we went home, then I blogged about stupid stuff no one cares about! Ahahahahahaha. I should've bought a pack of those crazy chocolates with like..coffee beans in em. That would've been leet. I'm thinking of shaving my head! Maybe I should.
RAHIMAH-HIME :( |
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| An ode to /b/ |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|03:39 am] |
Dear LJ,
I didn't call my dad to wish him a happy birthday last saturday. I heard he was disappointed, or something. I don't give a shit~ I say it's payback. Now on to the issue that I wanted to discuss this fine morning (3am, no less). I need an objective view on this (one can only be that objective at anyone time). Ok, so I have a classmate. We're always doing projects and whatnot together because I can't really do that shit with anyone else. Well, here's the problem : He's a freeloader. Asks everyone for everything, from work, to pieces of fuckin paper. Fine there too, I can live with that. But then it comes to working with him. Now, you have to realize that we're doing Computer Engineering and all our projects require some resourcefulness in terms of searching either through an API, or through datasheets.
So of course I'm fine with this, since I'm always Reading The Fucking Manual, and whatnot. But I'm not sure he is. Now, take for example our Java project. I assigned him a relatively simple task. That is, doing the GUI for the project. If you've done any coding you'd know the GUI is the easiest to do, because you have something to reference to. I gave him this because I knew how he was. But he can't even fucking do that. This is just some copy pasting shit. But hey, he always has friends to ask, who'd be more than willing to do it for him. I'm like "okay man, as long as job's done well". But the problem comes when I need the frontend changed to fit the backend. What happens then? He doesn't know what to do, so I'm stuck with coding everything. So basically, I end up doing the whole project. I'm grouped with him in another project, but he has another person to depend on for coding that, and I feel bad for that guy. He's fine with asking everyone for everything, but I definitely am not. Especially when I end up doing all the work when he doesn't know anything. I fucking hate working with stupid fucking people who can't fucking do their stupid fucking work right, and can't even understand their own fucking work right. And yes, I have had the misfortune of working with these people more than once.
So, is there a fucking point to this rant? Not really. I just need to know, am I wrong for feeling this way because I think I'm being used? Advise me, /lj/. Pic Unrelated. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|09:41 am] |
A great online friend passed away yesterday.
I felt sort of blank yesterday. Well, really, when something like that happens, you start thinking about what you've said to him, and whether they were really worth it. I'm not so sure myself. I'm not exactly the most polite guy around, and I'm thinking that maybe all that poking fun at him (and others) wasn't really needed. He was a great guy, and I'm really disappointed in myself. For not saying how awesome he was, before he passed. He was the guy I looked up to. Never got pissed, never tried to piss on anyone and he never asked for anything in return when he gave something to you. I suppose to some that doesn't mean much, but from someone who's taken a lot of shit it means quite a bit. I hope I gave him something that made him smile. I really do.
This is the part where I want to do something for the family, but, how do you do that when you've never even met the guy? Dilemma indeed. I've always felt an attachment to my e-friends. I dunno, it's pretty weird. I didn't expect it either. But what happened really destroyed me. I suppose I connect to e-friends as much on an emtional level as I do with my human (lol.) friends.
In closing, the passing of a great man, who touched many lives. Adieu, Kyle. |
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| Indifference..? |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|03:42 pm] |
I saw Rahimah Rahim at an event on Saturday. Quite possibly one of the happiest moments I've had. Shit, I need a new life. Alternatively, a life. That doesn't suck. That would do well, too.
( Life stuff here ) |
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| AWARD PRESENTATION FOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|03:25 am] |
lol, 'twas today.
it went well, i suppose. kinda. left home early, to meet the guys at school. the tie fit with my outfit (suki <3), so that was good. then we fucked around a bit in the library, and then went to the convention center. then listened to a few bullshit speeches (as usual), then went on to the award presentation..thing. it was ok, it wasnt long and draggy, or anything. longest itme ive been in formal wear though. that shit should be banned, or something. lol. but yeha, was fun. then had some food. outside, because the food they gave blows \o/. woo.
Thanks again suki~ |
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| So... |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|05:17 pm] |
I got on the Director's List for my results for last year. It's something the top 10% of students can get, or something. Kinda cool, but I do hope I can get it again for this year. I'd have to take it in formal wear though. Which fucking sucks.
We got some test papers back. My results aren't too bad, but some of my friends got some pretty depressing results. I'm always in a dilemma when something like this happens. It's like, what do I say? "It's ok, you can do better"? That fucking sucks as something you should say, especially when you passed and they didn't. And I can't make it look like I didn't really study (which I didn't), because that'd look really insensitive. It's weird, kinda.
I got grouped with weird people in Japanese class. Foo~. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2006|02:17 am] |
There was a feature article on goth lolis and visual kei cosplayers in the newspaper.
Just..HAHAAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAH. Get better costumes, and some sense of style. |
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| zOMG SUPAR UPDAET |
[Jun. 16th, 2006|01:29 pm] |
Not really super update. Tricked you.
So I got a new mouse. A Logitech LX7, or something to that extent. Spent quite a while shuffling between English and JP region, because it kept wanting to install as Logicool instead of Logitech, so I had to install in EN region, and all that jazz. 'twas a fun trip.
So I've been watching some (read : a lot) football every day, and some teams are pretty awesome. It's very different from watching clubs play against each other. I don't really know /how/ it's different, but it is. International games ar ealways so much more fun, even if it's between low key teams like Ecuador and Costa Rica - Ecuador won 3-0, going on to the final 16. And that means Costa Rica and Poland are playing for nothing (effectively). That's going to be a fun match to watch, fighting for national pride! WOO \o/
We're supposed to be in the world cup in 2010. I say, not possible in 50 years. The calibre of the teams just don't match up. You probably won't see Singapore hold off Sweden to a 0-0 draw, because they'd be surrendered to their fate after they go 1 man down. Singapore has a decent team, but by no means are we good enough. Not yet, not in a while. Maybe it'll be a little different when guys my age are up to national team level, but I think as long as playing football isn't good enough to be a pro sport we'll never get anyone willing to put so much time into it. I do want to see us in the Cup some day, though. It'd be great hearing your national anthem playing before a match.
( emo after the jump ) |
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| EMOHAR |
[May. 18th, 2006|12:02 am] |
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I was on the bus, minding my own business. Our buses have this nifty tv thing called TV-mobile, and they were showing some shit about Laos fishermen, or some shit. But anyways, yeah, fishermen. So this dude said something like "watching the fish gathering near the shore, it's just so pleasureable". I envy people like that. People who can be happy, just doing what they do. I really do. It's just like when you see foreign workers hanging around at night, shooting the bull with their friends and shit. They're happy, even though all they do is work, and all their money is sent back home. It's saddening, somewhat. Considering I'm still not..'happy', or anything. It blows, really. There's so much shit going on at once, sometimes, you just don't stop to admire what you already have. True for me, too. I'm always caught up in stupid shit like wondering how much cum goes into a bucket that i don't look at what I already have. I doubt i'll ever reach that level, where I could be happy, with what I already have. Is it me? Or just how the concept of 'happiness' changes? I have no idea. But I'd like to find out soon enough. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|01:52 am] |
I got into a bit of a MMA high, after i watched pride bushido 10. I got Pride 31, and damn the main event was THE shit. I thought some of the earlier fights were boring, but that main event took away all of that. Nishijima/Hunt fight. So fucking awesome. It's almost like Nishijima had energizer in him :O
Oh, i still suck at the guitar. If you play guitar and used to suck ass but are better now, please give me some tips. Thx. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|11:51 pm] |
My site/iinihon's down, can't sleep after taking a nap, had an overall saddening day, and i still cant get any better on the guitar this sucks.
So, my aunt-in-law's mother died. So I was at her house for the most of the day. My little cousin had no idea what happened to his grandma (they're close) when i asked. Only answered 'grandma is at the hospital, she's sick'. He didn't know, till later in the day. Sad. I faced the same thing, when my granduncle (my grandfathers both died before i was born) died. I was quite close to him, it was just..whoa. I dunno. Somewhat surreal. I hope the kid takes it alright. He's only 6. Now i'm tearing up a little. Kinda. His mom kinda took it bad too. She couldn't stand anymore, when they came back from the mortuary. I hope she's alright. I must've looked like a heartless motherfucker back there, but I dunno. I always look like that, I suppose.
What's funny is how the atmosphere was. It was mostly solemn, but people weren't acting like it was the end of their lives. I didn't go to the cemetery though. Mostly just an escort for my mom, and all that. Everyone else went though.
Got about 4 hours of sleep, so i took a nap. Got up just in time to see my server crashing. Almost like watching Level3 go down not too long ago, except not as exciting. Then got some practice in with the axe. I still suck at it. I doubt i'm ever gonna get better. Up to the point where i'm lazy to practice, just because i feel its gonna be the same thing over and over again. No improvement at all. I'll keep at it, i suppose. I dunno. It's just all been spacey for me today. Just..weird. |
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| Best song ever. |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
美勇伝－銀杏～秋の空と私の心～
もう ワタクシ 自分だけでだって
なんだって 出来るんだもん！
オ・ト・ナですもの
でも ワタクシ 涙もろいのよ
そりゃだって 母譲りですもの
最終の都バスが
交差点 曲がったの 発見
坂道をダッシュで追いかけたけれど
その時 すでに遅し…
秋の空と女心なら
すぐに変わるらしいけど
歩いてお家に 帰った夜
そう 変わらない この愛に
気づいたの
電話しながら 歩いてて
誓ったの
ねえ ところで クリスマスイブは
有名な スポットじゃ
無い場所探そう
ねえ それより 今夜の夕食
どうするか 早く決めないと…
ネットで見つけた
三茶の平行ショップ 求めて
なんだかんだ 二時間以上も迷って
結局 ファミレスです
秋の空に銀杏並木なら
田舎のも綺麗だけど
歩いてあなたと 過ごして見る
この すばらしい 景色には
かなわない
もう 変わらない この心
PLEASE！ BY MY SIDE
秋の空に銀杏並木なら
田舎のも綺麗だけど
歩いてあなたと 過ごして見る
この すばらしい 景色には
かなわない
もう 変わらない この心
PLEASE！ BY MY SIDE |
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| Lol |
[Apr. 4th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
[13:23] <+StreakInTheSky> one question though, where the fuck do you get a bucket of cum? o_O
[13:24] <+maliciel> according to statistics
[13:24] <+maliciel> a man ejaculates a little around 2-5cc of semen
[13:27] <+maliciel> ok, so anyways
[13:28] <+maliciel> a man cums around 2-5, right
[13:28] <+maliciel> so for simplicity's sake we assume the average is 4cc
[13:28] <+maliciel> and from the looks of the screenshot on the cover
[13:28] <+maliciel> it looks like something from a 10 litre pail
[13:28] <+maliciel> 10 litres = 10 000cc
[13:29] <+maliciel> so if you do the math
[13:29] <+maliciel> that's 2500 ejaculations
[13:29] <+maliciel> which is a little too much, and you probably cant get a pail to hold that much
[13:29] <+Ericks> maybe they have watered it down a bit
[13:29] <+maliciel> so lets turn it down to 1250, which is half
[13:30] <+maliciel> and lets say we get the normal amount a bukkake flick gets
[13:30] <+maliciel> which is around 30 people
[13:30] <+maliciel> 1250/30 = 42
[13:30] <+maliciel> that's 42 ejaculations per person
[13:31] <+maliciel> of course, seeing the viscousity of the cum, its probably diluted with water and some thickener of some sort
[13:31] <+maliciel> so lets take 2 parts water 3 parts actual cum
[13:32] <+maliciel> that amounts to 25 ejaculations per person
[13:32] <+maliciel> now, lets take it that they jack off like rabbits, and take about 10 minutes per ejaculation
[13:32] <+maliciel> that would amount to a little over 250 minutes
[13:33] <+harlock> don't forget to factor in "recovery time"
[13:33] <+maliciel> but! you'd probably need to take about an hour's break over 5 times
[13:33] <+maliciel> so that means you need about 5 hours break, and about 4 hours actual cumming time
[13:33] <+maliciel> which amounts to nine hours
[13:34] <+maliciel> which is really, 9 hours too much of seeing other people's dicks
[13:34] <+maliciel> but they probably got to watch a few flicks
[13:34] <+maliciel> all in all, i'd say the cum that was dumped on her is pretty old.
Maliciel wins yet again. Yes, I do know it's fake. |
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| A moment of silence please |
[Mar. 9th, 2006|10:14 am] |
So a few days ago, I found out a secondary school friend of mine died. He jumped off the top of his apartment block. To become yet another statistic. I'm sure you people know my view on suicide, so I'll spare you. But damn, that was definitely a 'what the fuck?' moment right there. I didn't know him well, but well enough for me to say 'what the fuck' out loud when I heard about it.
Bummer. |
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| Oh well |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|08:25 pm] |
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I was just sitting around contemplating my life (I always seem to do that; kinda creeps me out) and browsing shit on the net (as always). Then it hit me! The biggest bombshell, EVER! I don't have anything I'm good at. At all. Lol. There's always someone who could do it better. Like, no one would ever need to ask something and think 'Oh, maliciel probably knows the answer!' (unless i was involved). I think I realized this quite a long while ago, but never really thought all that much about it. What can I say, I just can't get good at anything. Oh well. |
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| Of mice and dramas |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|02:25 am] |
Japanese dramas are probably the most emotionally draining TV shows I've ever seen. Seriously. I'm fine, minding my own business. Then I foolishly decide to dl something, like Engine. It's nice. It's great. It has Takuya Kimura. But when the emotional part comes, they don't spare a fucking thought about your feelings. It's like 'cry bitch! fucking cry realizing how sad this fucking episode is!'. I hate it. I wanted to watch a happy drama, not some shitty ass fucking show where all I do is think about shit that happens to me too and I just try to hold back the tears whenever something sad happens. It's like they've never heard of suspense, or something. They just try to make it as sad as possible so you can go on LJ to rant about how J-dramas make you emo.
Reminder kids. Don't watch too many drama episodes all at once. |
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